Like sometime, I was checking my Google Buzz inside Gmail; and found a re-tweet made by Abdullah Al Jahid from one of my twitter account @mayahossain – The original tweet was “Some friends be with you for what you are, some other be with you for whatever you are, there is a big difference between the small changes…”
It reminds me how true sometime my words can be, even not knowing what I am saying! Today is someday, when I just have “One friend” who is here for whatever I am and everyone else left because what I am! Well, what I am? “A jerk.” or “Complete broke!” maybe “Wasted genius?” honestly speaking, I even don’t know what truly am I! Sometime, I act like a jerk and I don’t know why I do so! I am completely broke because I don’t want to work! and some people says “I am an wasted genius!” I even don’t know what does that mean! maybe they mean “I am too lazy!”
Still, whatever I am; Its truly ”ME” I am not an actor who ties up and go to office every morning and wishes “I could leave all this up and live like I really wants to” I am not also an idea son who obey every order of his parents and dreams “When they will die so I can be myself once again?” I’m not even a perfect boyfriend or husband “Who makes her wife happy!” well, I try! but sometime, I hurt peoples “Being myself!”
Anyways, felt like I wanted to write a blog/post so this is what I’ve come so far, gotta work so much more in Project : Buyables & some others, oh one happy news about work! for the first time in my life, I got accepted by authorize.net without anyone’s help!
Will be writing more when I get free times, meanwhile take care of yourself and keep in touch!
Best wishes,
Ahmed Nitul
Do you remember doing something good for someone you care about and getting paid back in return something that you never expected? Well, most of the people do remember something like that.
I remember doing lots of bad work and getting paid good in return and also remember helping or trying to help many others and getting something that I never expected in return.
But still, should I stop doing things because there is a chance of something negetive happens? or I may still look in the positive side and go aheah?
I’ve a better option! someone told me, do things without expecting anything and if something happens, you’d be suprised! You see, everyone love suprises like I do!
So here, I still try everyday to do something good, without expecting anything return and do something wrong expecting nothing but leaving the calculation, karma and stuffs to someone above of everything.
When I try to get a flashback, I see many defeats, betrayal, backstab but I also see care, respect and trust.
Anyways, the reason I was writing above lines was to remind me something and it probably does not makes any sense to others at all.
Lets talk about stuffs that make sense, what I am doing recently with my life? I am trying to put something on work, its been a long time since I have been working beside researching and now its time to put all my research in work and lets see what happens.
I’ve some workthough plans that I’ll be posting next weeks, hopefully the upcoming month would be the busyiest of this year!
See you guys soon and talk more, and probably you’ll see another interface of my blog (not yet sure about that!)
Best wishes,
Ahmed Nitul.
When I go to bed everyday (because I mostly sleep when light defeats the darkness and I see it’s morning!) then I find plenty of things to write in the blog but when I woke up at evening then sit to write, honestly speaking… “I cant find just one thing to write!” I know its weird but it is even true that we live more hard life everyday.
Anyways, here today; I’m writing about 3 Stories of my life- actually, when I was thinking what to write; beside thinking… I was watching a video (Of course, not on YouTube!) but grabbed by a software that I had to get working to grab some high priority files over local intranet, so I found that one file with same hash been stored to 6 computer in my area and the file is named “Steve Jobs – Speech at Stanford” as I am one big fan of Steven Paul Jobs, CEO of Apple & Pixer Animation; I got curious and downloaded to watch it, I found a same copy of the video is being shared on YouTube, what everyone else except me love so much! You can see it here: http://technojoint.co/jfVoGu
So, as I was saying… I was already Steve Jobs fan because I loves his inventions, and proud owner of 95% of his inventions (well, some like AppleTV is one its way and by next two/three month, I’ll have maybe 100% of devices, not softwares) well, as I was saying… after viewing the video, he got one more stars in my idols priority, well… next thing I did is drop him an email about one of my idea that I believe he will appreciate.
Lets get back to the stories, first story: you know, there was a time in my life, I would pass all night paying cyber cafe bills just to stay online, because I couldn’t afford a laptop, computer of my own with internet connectivity in my home; and no a days, when I am writing this blog; I’ve 4 laptops, 1 CPU and 1 Servers laying front of me, oh! 3 Tablets that almost work as computers, but I’m bored to sit tight and do some work! Why? Is it because something what my father did back in 2005?
What he actually did? well, once in my life; I was taken to Physiological Treatment Center where my dad complained the doctor that I’m addicted to computer, instead of giving my father some good advice, the doctor has done his business; he gave me some “HLD” injection, later-on I searched a lot on the internet to find out what this drug actually does but couldn’t but the effect I got his same as sleeping pills or some other drug locally known as “Phensedyl” and next thing I knew, I have been sleep for almost an year!
One day, one guy, mr. awal; woke me up! since then, I tried to recover myself and do the work like I used to do, but I couldn’t; I find everything so boring that it makes no sense to me, after years and years of trying- finally I discovered, that the effect those drug has already been passed, but I am still bored to work, sometime I blame my dad for what he have done, but sometime when I think deeply, try to remember those work I used to years back… I figure out, in that time one night work is my present days one hour work so the fact is I’m not got bored to work, I am just scared of work!
Well, maybe it’s not my dads fault what he have done, or maybe its not doctor firoz’s fault what he have prescribed me, maybe if they did not push me some stupid nerve relaxing injection, I would be sitting on computer and doing some geek stuffs as I used to, but sometime I think; and after watching that Steve Job’s speech, I remember; that what they have done to me is one of the best thing ever happens to me, maybe I was too fast in the past and going that fast could crash me off, maybe I’d invent something or do something big if I was like that but I couldn’t get married to the girl that made my life little more adventures, maybe if that day I keep working on computer and my dad never thought for once that I am addicted to the computer, today I wouldn’t never knew how hard life it is, and how struggle you have to do for getting to the top, and how cheat people can be, and obviously; what some womens are truly like!
So like Sj says, there everything happens in life for a reason and maybe everything that happens to you had a good reason; all you have to do is figure out why it has been done to you; one day you got scammed out of some Nigerian? maybe it was a lesson that you should be more realistic then dreaming that you just won millions of dollars without participation on any lotteries? Your ex-gf cheated with you and run away with some rich fella? maybe it happens to you because you were meant to find the right girl for you who would make your life up, so you don’t keep getting divorced and remarrying but living one life with just the person who understands you!
Anyways, lets skip the second stories; to be honest- I wrote the first line to end up writing two more interesting stories of my life but I just remembered that I have some good time to spend cooking with my wife and I can’t just waste them writing some blog that no one even reads! So, I better do it some other free time when I actually don’t have to kill my family time!
Till then, good time fellas… take care of yourself, and I promised that I’ll be back soon and it won’t be like other time because its been almost one and half month, I’m clean and I’m sure that I won’t get dirty again!
Best wishes,
Ahmed Nitul.
May 3, 2011 (Dhaka, Bangladesh) – Someone said “There is no hell, no heaven; what you imagine as hell and heaven is all here” I don’t believe in any religion, what I believe is humanity, in my view that man is not an wise man who attacks twin tower and killed thousand of peoples just to bring justice to some of his own, a country like United States could be the country the reason why those people lost many of their own but by attacking so they repeated the same losses for other peoples, there could be thousand of innocent peoples who even does not likes USA and just lives there for a better future and what is their fault?
Anyways, I started writing this article because of two memories; one is very past and one is recent; the past memory comes into my mind after viewing a news headline that “Usama Bin Laden, Leader of Al-Qida has decleared dead by President, Barak Obama” that reminds me about a friend who died in 9/11, I didn’t knew him very well but got many helps from him at that moment to start-up my new venture and so far I understand him, he used to hate America but living their so he can give his child a better future, like many other thousand of people does and I still don’t understand the reason why he had to secrefice his life for some other peoples war.
The second reason why I’m writing this article, I was sitting in my varanda due to electricity outrages and discovered that some dogs who used to live in the collony I live has been killed just because their were hungry and eats a biscuit from some government officers hand, well… how much that packet of biscuit cost? $0.20 cents, is that worth of six lives? I know, I am talking about some animal while everyday hundreds of peoples are dying for the same value, and here we are sitting and writing blogs but coudn’t do anything.
Huh, there days I got in my life when I felt like invisible, sometime I feel like I rather die then live the day like that, but a moment after I think “Maybe, I have done something what I am getting paid for” and thats true, nowadays everyday I do something wrong, I get myself prepeared to face the return of it.
What peoples call it “Karma” or something like that, I am not sure but the meaning is probably like that “What you do, it bounces back” means If you betray your best friend today, some other day your another best friend will betray you back, and from my personal life I lived the above example as reality, in every step of life; I got paid for what I did maybe yesterday or maybe last month, sometime last year? but still coudn’t find some invoice that are unpaid because it looks like I am a good bill payers and always keep my billings up to date, so what if I die tomorrow? I go to hell and Lucifer calls me “Come here, lets see what punishment you have due and seattled them” maybe at max he would get one page list that are due and all other bills are already paid.
True, everyone does not try to figure out things like I do, but if you just think sometime you’ll figure out that here in this world, you have already somehow faced the hell and heaven and its all just because of what you have done yesterday and what you are hoping to do tomorrow…
For a better tomorrow, keep your bills paid otherwise make the list shorter, wish everyone a happy tomorrow and better livings, I’ll try to come back in writing shortly; there is a big list of subject I have made which I’ll write about but coudn’t get a time to do so, but maybe end of this month I’ll be free again and away from my messed life, then see you guys.
Best wishes,
Ahmed Nitul.
It seems that everyone is in a competition of providing people “free calling to US phone numbers” well, as-usual “Google is the winner!” while Skype & Yahoo! only lets you call the toll-free numbers, Google is offering free calling to any united states phone numbers for entire 2011 years.
All though there is an advantage of Skype, it just not let you call US Toll-Free numbers but also Canada, United Kingdom (and maybe other countries, I have just tested for United Kingdom and Canada) Toll-FREE numbers.
If you wish to call using Yahoo! Messenger then you must have “Yahoo! Voice” activated while in case of Google you can simply start calling from your Google Talk or even from your Gmail Interface, Skype does not have any additional requirement; all you need is just a regular FREE Skype account, after you have signed-in; simply call any number that starts with (800, 877, 866, 855 <- US tollfree prefix) also you may call UK or Canadian toll free numbers as well.
To test or see as an example, you may call Technojoint’s PABX at 888-802-8886 or maybe Buyables Hotline 855-BUY-ABLE (289-2253) otherwise view a details video by clicking here…